I'm tired. I really really hate schoolwork. It is all so unbearable.
Class can be fun but it's kind of difficult. All my classmates have brilliant brains and they can do the work the teacher gives out.
Ohh but it's so hard!!
Business studies and Economics are unapplicable to my life. Why should I do homework for them? The demand curve shifts left, so what? Also, why should I bother about the difference between public limited companies and private limited companies?
Chemistry and Biology are all right, but they're so useless! Why why why should I care about the number of electrons in Lithium or Calcium?
But that's not all. My brain has already shriveled up from over-exposure to maths.
I hate thinking about numbers and formulas and little squiggles signifying some mathematical term. I also despise calculation and letters standing in for unknown numbers.
How is any of this enjoyable?
200 times x to the power of 6 over 49x blah blah blah etc.
But I don't want to give up. No, I have too much pride. I don't want to be known as the girl who buckled under the stress and had nervous breakdowns for years afterwards.
I shall just endure this ordeal and allow myself the indulgence of a cry every now and then.
mee-yao
15 hours ago


